Selena Gomez has just posted the behind-the-scenes video chronicling her journey to her emotional performance of "The Heart Wants What It Wants" at the 2014 AMAs last month.
The former Disney star talked about how she wanted people to understand what she had been going through the highly publicized on-and-off relationship with Justin Bieber.
"I feel like on the day, it'll be such a release. I'm just excited that people everywhere who are feeling what I feel and feel that, will get to see that, and I just want people to be able to relate to that," she revealed in the AMAs video diary for Entertainment Tonight.
The five-minute video shows the rehearsals for the song “The Heart Wants What It Wants” and how the singer broke down before hitting the stage for the fear of baring her feelings.
"This performance is a little bit frightening. Everybody is there and all glamorous but then I gotta be all emotional; it feels like a lump in my throat," Gomez shares.
The 22-year-old, however, felt that the powerful rendition of her latest single was exactly what she needed to let everyone know what’s truly inside her heart. She recently opened up to Norwegian radio station NRJ about how keeping busy helped her move on from Bieber.
“Going into the studio is just very therapeutic. It was my way of having it be a message more to people in general," shared Gomez.
The performance led Gomez on the verge of tears. Her bestie Taylor Swift also appeared to be crying in the audience just as Gomez was offering a silent thank you prayer to Jesus.
Although, she had been adamant that she had moved on from Justin, a source from HollywoodLife.com, claims that the singer was “absolutely heartbroken” when former beau started dating Hailey Baldwin.
“She still had hopes that he would reach out to her before the new year to try and reconcile. She’s agonizing over her decision to play hard to get with him because she thinks it backfired. She was diligent about not accepting his calls or responding to his texts and now it’s like he’s completely moved on with Hailey and has forgotten about her.”
What do you think of Selena Gomez’s emotional video diary for the 2014 AMAs? Do you think she’s jealous of Justin Bieber and Hailey Baldwin dating?
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Watch the emotional video diary below: